becauseofthelayersmyass said: omg! gimmeee!
savvymavvy said: what iiiissss iiittt??
behind a readmore because of triggering material (non-con)
Season 4 AU.
Blaine goes to meet Eli because he’s lonely, but has no plans to sleep with him. Only, once Eli finds out that Blaine’s not planning on sleeping with him, he assaults/rapes him. Only the entire time he’s telling Blaine that he (blaine) wants it so much, little slut, ect. to the point where Blaine feels like he cheated, even though it’s not consensual.
So he flies out to NYC because he needs Kurt, Kurt’s the only one who cares about him and he needs to be cared for. Only, the whole time he’s with Kurt he feels dirty. So he tells Kurt he was “with someone”, because he can’t deal with the fact that he was raped, he can’t unless Kurt pulls it out of him. Only Kurt doesn’t, he thinks Blaine cheated and reacts the way canon Kurt did.
Only that leaves Blaine feeling worse than ever because Kurt hates him, and he hates himself, and he can’t stop thinking about the way Eli had touched him, can’t stop feeling Eli’s hands on his skin even though it makes him want to throw up.
Then probably some H/c because I couldn’t just leave him like that.